Anyone who knows me very well knows I hate waiting, make me wait long enough and I start climbing walls, or I used to and with most other people I still am impatient at points. Recently I have found patience where once I would've sworn I had none. The other thing I'm known for is my temper, it's not a particularly quick temper but it's reached the boiling point, watch out. Unfortunately my current living situation is constantly trying both my patience and temper, I have discovered something that helps though. . If I close my eyes and remind myself that my behavior reflects on my Master I find the strength to curb my temper and have a little more patience from somewhere because no matter how mad I am at somebody nothing is worth His disappointment. This is not saying I haven't messed up a time or two, I'm human after all. I'm only saying that in the short time I've been with Him I've become a better person. He asked what I expected to get from the experience before He took me in, I answered that I didn't quite know but that all learning was worthwhile. Imagine my surprise when I looked in the mirror one day to realize that I liked myself a whole lot better than I used to. I believe it when people tell me I'm pretty now. I hold my head up now. I am subordinate to one one man, inferior to no one. I have no fear for I am never alone.
Thank you Master
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