Wednesday, March 24, 2010

family

Today has definitely proved to be interesting.  Some reactions will always be there no matter how long it has been.  Well you know what some things don't change but some things do.  Instead of drawing into myself and for the most part burying my anxiety I walked straight to my Family and said, "I need you," and they were there almost before I could finish speaking.  Most people would assume that using that phrase would come naturally due to my disability and they would be partially correct.Asking for physical help hasn't been a problem for me for a very long time because of the situations of my life puts me into.  Because of my physical vulnerability the older I become the more I attempt to hide chinks in my emotional armor because I'm already  viewed as physically weak I don't need people thinking I fall to pieces.  Sometimes it's nice not to have to be okay. Thank you does not even begin to cover it.

On bended knee,
Silver

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